H never came back from Iraq

[MichelleLT]

Yeah, I definitely am not sure what to think of the whole thing. In a way, it's KINDA easy to not take it too personally because H has never been terribly good at returning phone calls anyways, but especially the last 8 months. His best friend complains to me regularly that he hasn't talked to H in weeks. So, I try and say it's more H and possibly his PTSD but definitely his depression/withdrawal and less about me. But who knows, maybe it is about me and I'm just deluding myself.

I get to go to Cirque du Soleil tomorrow night (hmm I guess tonight since it's officially tomorrow lol) with a couple girlfriends. I am totally excited about it although I do have to work in the morning and on Sunday and then have class Monday. So I still have yet to have had a day off in a while, but I'll live.

I think Sunday I'm gonna make up a schedule for myself and write in workout time and homework time so I can try and be a good little girl lol. We'll see how it works.

Well, I'm off to my cold lonely bed again. G'nite all.