Forgot to email you at Christmas. Hope Deb is well and your family too.
Good advice. Slowly I am coming to put all this into focus. I have been solid since I let go of the anger a few months back and I like it.
Work is going better and I like the "new" interaction with W. I think she wants to reach out but she "needs" the D. And I accept that. Last few interactions have been good - no false aires on my part as you call them. I just let her interact.
She is scared and uncertain. All I can do is to support her unconditionally. And I am.
But in my thoughts of the future she has faded into a shadow. Now I am thinking of me, my goals, my life ... and maybe a new love.
I once talked about being on top of the mountain. I will not say it this time, b/c in the past I always fell off.
I will not say it - instead I will live it. A little more each day.
