Frank, I don't like to say this, but you sound just like several newcomers I've been posting to! Where the heck did the word hopeless come from? As has been said, if you want to quit, quit! No one here would question that! But if you are not going to quit, cut out the crap! You know better. I'm not telling you anything you haven't told other people, so I don't feel to bad about it!
I think you sound tired, and probably with good reason. I think you need to get refreshed before you DO anything. Amy's idea of a frankacion still sounds pretty good to me. You know if you are fatigued and without energy, you are not going to be able to do what has to be done.
