She's ready to move on

[Michael Mc C]

W went to go get the kids from school so I hopped in the shower and got ready for tonight. Put on some new threads and 'old kicks' (haha, just playing with ya Jar!) and packed my gym bag. Nothing like being presentable to help the PMA!

Wife got home as I was packing up my gym bag and she said "You look good" in a very nice way, with emphasis on 'good', I might add.

I can't remember when last she said something like that. Even at Christmas, when I was wearing the new clothes she bought as gifts, she said that the 'clothes' look good. Not sure there is much of a difference for real but the comment today sure means more to me.

So I'm still feeling really good. I'm going to have a great time tonight.

Here is my prediction for my wife, however: I believe she is going to hop online and either have contact with OM and have an emotional breakdown or she is going to speak to someone about OM and have an emotional breakdown. She seems ripe for it. Of course there is the 3rd possibility that she runs into him again and they once again profess their love for each other - not very probable but definitely possible.

I am going to come home with an attitude as if everything is fine. I certainly hope it will be but with me out of the house for a good part of the evening, who can tell.

I'm not worried about it though. I hope for her sake that she is strong enough to get through this and not torment herself. If she isn't then she is going to continue getting hurt and she is going to get very little, if any, sympathy from me. At this point I do have sympathy for her to a certain degree because as her husband I hate to see her hurting.