[/quote]H: I feel like I am bugging you. So you get in contact with me when you feel the need especially when it has to do with baby.[quote]
SO2,
When H texted this you went on to tell him about all you were trying to do. I feel that it would show more independence from you and that you do not NEED him( yes you want him but you don't need him) if you just lovingly stated that if you needed him to help, you you would call him. This way he can not use this for an excuse to text you.
SO2 you have been independent of him before i believe when you were "semi dating". Bring that independent person back.
I know you will be ok with the baby on your own. BS is right set a visiting scedule and stick to it. Do not give H the room to come and go as he pleases.
Chuck is a very good DB councelor. He helped me when I called. I had one appt with him and in that time he gave me much insite and helped me with what I had to do.
I'll read more later Find peace for you. Don't worry about what H is doing as he has a long journey.
JAK
You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez
