Hi JAK!

Thanks for the encouragement.

I am a very independent person. I guess TOO independent because I've always had to deal with everything myself because H was always gone for work. I'm not one of those needy, clingy, can't make a decision W. I think he may want me more dependent on him. Including him in decisions or at least soliciting his opinion (and honestly listening to it - one of my past faults that I'd like the opportunity to correct).

I told S19 not to expect me home right after work. Of course, S19 wanted to know if I had a date and who it was, etc. I swear, living with 2 teenage sons is like living with 2 fathers!! LOL I'm glad they love and care about their Mom.

H just called being all sweet again. I don't know. I would like to see H. They have a way of messing with our heads and our hearts!

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soonerlady

Me 42
H 43
S19 & S15
M20 (in Feb 08), T21
Bomb 11/22/07
OW 10/05
Left 11/22/07