Still hopeful for some pleasant surprises

[SirPrizeMe]

I spoke to my counselor about the AM thing - she asked me, in 10 years how will you feel if you don't go to classes? Will you feel like you somehow didn't give it everything you had? She said, that would be the only reason to go - to feel right for myself.

My answer: No way. I gave it everything. I gave it all I had.

It's clear she doesn't want me. (that's very true now, maybe forever). She is raising my anger as another obstacle to our staying together. If I remove that obstacle, she'll invent another one.

So I'm not going to AM classes. Maybe Tango lessons instead?