I think I'm done

[cat03]

that sucks, that's awful you can't find a C that takes your insurance! but don't give up, even the Cs that take my insurance take their sweet time to call me back, you call and keep asking, I pray someone contacts you soon)))))))

Tell him you are doing the best you can about the house and that if he doesn't like it to choose chores he can help with so the house is in the shape he wants, put the ball on his court.

I know you dont' want to let go of him, it hurt like hell, but at the time I was S I reached the conclusion that I'd be fine if my H never came back, then...ahhhh!!! the freedom I felt was liberating.

Face that fact, that you dont' need him to be happy, let go... for your own good and to think clearly.

Keeping you in my prayers)))))))))) take care