Well talked to my wife this morning, she was returning my call from yesterday. I told her the changes and it just inflamed her more. I told her this was it, this is the document I'm willing to sign and I couldn't negotiate anything more.
Well she was already a bit angry when she called, now she's down right seething. Man I hate that she's all of the sudden built up so much anger but that's just something she'll have to deal with on her own. I can't help her as much as I would like to, as much love and compassion is in my heart, she's the one who'll have to deal with the anger, bitterness, the fear she holds.
Man this turned bad, I mean real bad so quickly it isn't even funny. The day after Christmas I was certain she was really starting to move towards reconciliation. Even a week or so before she said "Yes, there's hope but it'll take time." Now hope isn't even in her vocabulary.
If we really want to love, we must learn how to forgive. - Mother Theresa
