oh man.

i just had an "anger wall" break. I was being mad, then I remembered how she used to say "I love you" and I just broke down crying...

...and it came crashing in all the little wrongs I did and how much work I have to do.

There's this little lyric, from "Adrift" by BNL:

Quote:

Your heart's got a heavy load
There's still a long way to go
Keep your eyes on the road


I think that sums things up rather concisely for this healing, recovery, and reformation process.

Me: 26 W: 25
Together: 6yrs
Married: 14 mo.
Bomb: 9/14/07