Back at DB/new marriage new WAW part 2

[ann25]

Hey dh...

sounds like more of the same for you.

I kinda feel the same way. totally different sitch, but i get that feeling of nothing's changing either way and it sucks... Just keep doing what you are doing!

ann

[dh4320]

thanks anne,

you do the same one way or the other something will change for all of us.

[mako]

Hey dh,

Keep up the duck's back, sounds like you're doing fine in the face of her pathetic actions. As you know, she will do whatever she wants to do, just roll with the BS, do right by the kids, and keep up the PMA.

[dh4320]

Thanks Mako,

While i was at work the W called aabout 12:30 PM and left a message at the house to speak with S. The nanny didnt answer she didnt know who it was. the message sounded like she either just woke up and either inhaled too much smoke at the ihop where the wedding singer was playing last night or hungover. While we were together i could count on my fingers how many drinks the W would have, but now life is a party i guess. didnt call her back, dont need to if she wanted to talk to S she could call at night i have alwasy been civil when she calls and wants to talk to S is it hard for her to hear my voice now?

[dh4320]

I had a weird friggin dream last night. The w came around and said she hasnt seen OM in a while and that it was my fault. SO i was constantly pushing her towards him, he shows up and i keep telling her to go be with him and that i dont want her as a part of my life. DOnt know if it was my mind telling me something but it was a little strange.

[ann25]

i have crazy dreams all the time. I don't know how much of it has to do with telling you something and how much is roll over from thoughts and feelings that get mixed up during the day. They are funny to think about sometimes though.

How are you doing today?

[dh4320]

I am doing good the dreams are crazy at times, but still not much to report. how r u?

[ann25]

same thing different day...

[dh4320]

here 2 same crap different day

[dh4320]

Sorry People,

I havent been posting much since i have been on the venture of finding a nanny and working so time is tight. Nothing new to report W called the house a gain tonight and left a message saying i called yesterday still havent heard back from you i would like to speak to S. Well i wa at the gym tonight then went out to dinner with friends. yesterday the sitter didnt know who had called so tough sh!t to the W. She could call my cell or email me, but i think her attorney told her to stop the nasty emails all of you have read in my last posts. So i guess the dbing is at a stand still for now, i am just doing my thing one day at a time.