Weekly update: Still "taking a break" and trying to give my wife some room to sort things out in her own mind. I'm trying not to care so much - to stop feeling hurt and miserable all the time - but that's easier said than done. Reading through some of the posts on here last night I was nearly in tears because it seems like everyone else is having at least some amount of success while I'm having none. Don't get me wrong - I'm extremely happy for anyone that's having success - it's just that I'd like to have some too. I'm tired of sitting up every night reading these posts or finding some other way to kill time just because I don't want to keep going to bed alone.
Something else that doesn't help - when I was out of town last week the couple in the hotel room next to me had sex several times throughout the night. The woman was quite vocal (at times) and hearing her just reminded me of how badly I want to have nights like that with my wife. It's hard to explain how much it hurts.
