This tit for tat. This stuff that makes no sense. The holding of the anger.
It is 110% your fault. You are the reason all this stuff is happening to you. Got it?
I will assume (only read the high point) you are sleeping in the bed with her or at least close enough for her to hear you snore. That is a huge improvement from the last time I checked in. Do you really think it was about your snoring? Telling you right here right now she wants you to bend. Way the he** over.
You and her don't/can't communicate.
You both have had equal parts in it.
Right here right now stop trying to figure out why!!! Sorry women for the next part.. You can't reason with a woman.... From a mans point of view.
The stuff she does will never make sense. Same applies to her. She is just as hurt as you. The stuff you have done is equal to what she has done.
I will go out on a limb and say that the conversations you have had have left you feeling "Lost". Maybe it seems like you are explaining all with no response? Mans point of view. It sucks trying to figure out how to not do that. You have to be a man and yet still swing the other way. Sacrifice. That is what its about. Be The man and yet don't be "The man". Know when to turn it on.. but more important know when to turn it off.
This is the most [censored]*d up thing you ever have to do.
It feels wrong.
But ya gotta do it.
You were good enough. She loved you. She made babies with you. She built a life with you.
What is all that worth?
Relax Eat Think Act normal React.. Smartly. Do something different. Emulate. Do Work.
