Get Me on a Smoother Ride.....Need Advice, Part 11

[SueS]

Thanks Rob-

I truly do hope that H's hitting bottom also does not include a drunk driving charge. I do. I get angry and sad, but I'm scared for him at the same time. I'm just not the type of person to hold a grudge and say.....I hope this happens to you or I want you to hurt like I have. I just don't have it in me.

I remember worrying that my dad would end up in an accident some day or worse yet, hurt someone else. I still worry about my H.

I will take care of myself and my angel. I have to!

I was listening to the radio in the car on my lunch. I don't typically listen to religious stations. Nothing wrong with it, I just don't. I've not been very committed to my faith lately. I was flipping through channels when I came on Joyce Meyer. I thought she was talking to me. She kept saying things like, if you're in a bad spot in your life, go back to God. If you're very confused about things, go back to God. If you're out of balance and you can't seem to get your life in control, get back to God. I just told Sheila that I'd planned on going back to church. Guess maybe Joyce was pushing me a little too!

SueS