phil, thanks. i stopped posting on my sitch so often because i was only thrashing my wife. after reading what Cog wrote to me i have done alot of soul searching. honestly, this whole situation has been a real eye opening experience. i am glad this took place, no matter how much it has hurt. it has allowed me to see myself in a way i have not seen for many years.it has allowed me to get right with jesus. i have been unhappy for many years. not with my wife. but myself. i ignored my spiritual life. i have paid a stiff price. God never left me. he welcomed me back with open arms. found a great church just a few blocks away. now i just pray for a second chance to make it right. feeling a peace most of the time. just keep praying for my wife to have her heart opened up back towards me.
m-54 w-44 children-4 bomb-sept 21 2007 t-21 m-20yrs bomb-sept 23 2007 divorced but not giving up hope, not yethttp://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubb...rue#post1224023
