I know you are not wallowing. I can tell when you are wallowing, and this isn't it!
And I don't see it as a victory, more a case of survival, I think.
You've been using a lot of energy, and gaining a lot of energy, too, in the last few days. A bit of emotional fatigue seems to me to be expected. You don't do ANYTHING halfway Amy! So, I know you'll be past today's feelings and on your toes real soon!
