Just trying to catch up on this thread and I know I am not one for giving advice. But if there's one small thing that is finally a pinpoint of light in my dark world it's this: You can't TRULY love anyone else until you truly love yourself.
Easy to say, hard to do.
Sounds like many people care deeply for you, Frank. Sounds like you're a good guy who has given so much of himself, there's not much left for you.
I hope you can find some strength from the people who care about you here.
Regards,
ntl
Me: 30 H: 32 Dating 10/96 Married 8/01 H PA's: Summer 97, 12/06, 5/07-10/23/07 My Saga