My first question is whether you consider the things you did while you were MLC your mistakes Yes. . Because I can see regretting those things. But, the AmyC I know didn't do those, and the AmyC before that wouln't, so how do we account for it? It is a puzzler to me. And maybe it doesn't have an answer. I did them because I was lost.
I really hope you don't wish to be that ignorant, narrow-minded, short-sighted woman you were I do at times. . You may have been loved, but it would have been by an ignorant, narrow-minded, short-sighted man, in my opinion So? It worked for a long time. . You have a lot more to offer than that What good is it when nothing I have learned will benefit those closest to me, my family? It's worthless. My knowledge or whatever you want to call it is not a source of pride to them. It is the reason the family was destroyed. Because my mother jacked my head up and I lost my mind and then dared to change. No one is proud of me. This BROKE my family apart so hell YES, there is regret. .
