H is going out of town over night tomorrow. He'll leave before i go to work and won't be back until late on Saturday. He is concerned that i'll be getting online and, as he put it, playing around. Here is how i responded to him:
I won't "play" on the internet. i have not intention of even getting on the computer. If it would make you feel better you could like take the modem or something. I know D3 will want to play her game, but she'll live for one day. My friend will be there with me(i asked a girlfriend to stay, so he'd be less concerned about me being alone to do as i pleased). Do you want Your Friend to stay or something instead. I'd be fine with that if it would make you feel more comfortable. (he asked me if i was happy here at home) I am happy. Regardless of location, as long as I have you and the girls I'll be happy. You don't have to apologize for that. I understand why you would be worried about leaving. All I can do is promise that I won't be getting online or anything. I know you don't trust me yet, but that's all I have to give you right now.
He didn't respond. This was actually yesterday and he hasn't said anything about it, so I'm assuming that it was either ok or he just doesn't want to talk to me about it...
I think it's hard for guys (or maybe just my H ) to understand how it feels to be pregnant and the signals your body gives you. I know when i need to sit down and take a break. I know when my blood sugar drops and i need to eat something. I know how far i can push myself without hurting myself. I've done this 3 times now, i think that's pretty good practice. I just wish he'd take me more seriously when i say i need a break than just assuming i'm being lazy. I rarely sit down just to do it, so he should know. I still take the break, i just get an attitude from him about it... whatever, guess it doesn't really matter.
just feel like nothing is really happening one way or the other. I know that i'm in a better place than alot of people here, but i still feel kinda like i'm in limbo and it's not a fun place.
If i can't fall in love... I'd like to fall in chocolate! ~ Author Unknown
) to understand how it feels to be pregnant and the signals your body gives you. I know when i need to sit down and take a break. I know when my blood sugar drops and i need to eat something. I know how far i can push myself without hurting myself. I've done this 3 times now, i think that's pretty good practice. I just wish he'd take me more seriously when i say i need a break than just assuming i'm being lazy. I rarely sit down just to do it, so he should know. I still take the break, i just get an attitude from him about it... whatever, guess it doesn't really matter.
