sorry Jeff - not all men are bad....but I seriously do look back at choices and wish I'd chosen differently on a lot of things. And I have a LOT of mistrust and ummm I'm not sure.
Then I remind myself of a comment on my myspace - "Never regret anything because at one time ... it was exactly what you wanted."
So I need to change my focus and remind myself that I would not BE here, where I am today, without those actions, etc. and I'm "ok" - just feel guilt for being a divorced mom and wish I could have given my daughter a solid family for all of her life.
....Understand, that I can't, not be what I am I'm not the milk, and Cheerios in your spoon ~ Avril Lavigne ~ ..."Nobody's Fool"...
