I've been reading your posts and following your story, and I have to say...you're doing great. This stuff is not easy and it hurts like hell most of the time. We never know what the "right" thing to do is, but we keep trying to listen to people who have experience and who can guide us. And that matters a lot.
Good luck to you!
Regards,
ntl
Me: 30 H: 32 Dating 10/96 Married 8/01 H PA's: Summer 97, 12/06, 5/07-10/23/07 My Saga