It is stressful -- part of me is so sad he is going back, part of me just wants to get it over w/. I know when he gets back, it is going to be a whole different ball game. It won't be temporary anymore and things will be different. I also want our SL to be enjoyable for me too, so I know when he gets back I will figure out how to change some things around so that it is. I still have that "peace between the sheets" book that I haven't even had time to look at. I know this isn't all for me to "fix" or "work on," however, right now is not the time to be even thinking about discussing it w/ him. Hopefully, there won't even be anything to discuss -- I'll just be able to 'get back into it' myself and all will be well. It's kind of that old if I change some things around -- try to spice things up a bit -- he will follow suit.
Me: 38 H: 35 S4, S5, S10 Bomb 01/07 Wanted D - nothing would change his mind Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb Piecing 04/07 Deployed for a year 05/07 Still Piecing 2010 M 11 yrs 05/10
