I Told her I had a doctors appointment friday because I got some money from a client today, so I can get something for my anxiety. She said she was glad because 'I deserved to be happy' and should take care of my health.
Nice. If you're looking for her to stay out of sympathy.
I realize that you are needy right now but you NEED to find a way to suck it up til you get something for your anxiety. You did not need to tell her that you made an appointment. A man in control would have just WENT, got meds and pressed on. You could have faked the "control" part.
