Imageer, I keep reading that the A doesn't last, and can't survive the light of day. (I know that there are exceptions, but...)

In this case,

I think the reason that W tries hard to hide it is that she doesn't believe it is right herself or she is embarrased of her own choices.

I think that is positive, b/c it doesn't sound like that can survive. Waiting just stinks though.

These are my friends now!

But someday baby...
You ain't worry my life anymore

Take away, take away what I don't need, save the good part please. Fade away, fade away.