W came home from her overnight trip about an hour ago. When I left my office and met her in the kitchen she walked over to me and gave me a hug and kiss on the cheek.
She's pleasant but still in that 'tone of voice' like she's talking to someone she has no feelings for. You know, the detached voice.
I Told her I had a doctors appointment friday because I got some money from a client today, so I can get something for my anxiety. She said she was glad because 'I deserved to be happy' and should take care of my health.
I'm staying away from her so as not to appear needy. Trying to stand tall and look her in the eye. She doesn't exactly avoid eye contact but she doesn't make it as often either.
The mixed messages suck because in the past I have seen her be all nice, then have 'the talk' with me later about 'moving on' or other stuff like that.
I guess we'll see. I think the best I can do is do my best to maintain a positive attitude toward MY future and just give her a wide berth for now. I know being needy isn't going to work, and neither is being 'nice' by saying or doing what she wants.
Taking care of me is hard while she's doing this also.
