I think it was him too. He admitted today that he checks my phone.
I am not feeling awesome today. H told me that OW showed up at a party he was at on Saturday night, but he didn't talk to her. He didn't know she was coming. He told me he called her yesterday (I already knew this). He says "We are fighting.". He looked very uncomfortable telling me this (who wouldn't be???) and said he didn't want to talk about why.
He actually proposed (half joking, but it came from somewhere) getting divorced, and living in the same house to raise the kids. I told him "Absolutely not. Its all or nothing. I certainly don't want just part of you either". We had off and on not-so-good talks. He really wants to have sex, I am so torn about this. Says he misses me, but really, what happens to LWB when OW and H make up....
Thanks jak, I am not going to bring up finances right now, but will not fight a thing if he wants to do it...
I am trudging uphill tonight. Trying to keep it together.......
