H had an affair, now wants me back,,,

[ntl]

Thanks hurtin. I am going to try my hardest. I'm sticking with this group, though. I think I need to DB my heart out to see if we can make it. He is telling me in every way he knows how that he wants to make this work...I want to let him in.

But I know I need to squelch the need to just become totally wrapped up in him. I still feel I need to continue to GAL on my own. The healthier me I am, the better us we'll be.