. .....come to think of it...maybe that's why he didn't want to have sex. Lol. PTSD. LFL
LFL, Don't laugh! Our MC mentioned how he wished that men had more of a choice these days about being present in the delivery room, that the mental image of watching the baby come out has thrown many men off course sexually. Now, that wasn't the source of the problem for your H, but I do think his seeing you in that wifely/maternal role didn't help. The fact that you reached for soldier boy was a turn-on for him because he was able to see you in another light ( and also helped to even the score, reducing his guilt/shame over abandoning you).
