Basically you said "I will follow you into the alley if you say 'I love you'" If you had actually trusted him, and/or yourself, you just would have gone.
I don't understand that logic. Why would I trust a man who cannot be vulnerable with me, who cannot be emotional with me, who says one thing but does another? I do not give men my loyalty or trust or love if they do not return it. That's why Relationships have to be a two-way street. I was all bunnified over soldier guy but as soon as he showed me no strong puppy, my bunny ran into the bushes. That's not weak bunny, that's just practical self-protection.
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Soldier boy was a boy relative to you, not a soldier.
