Long and Bumpy Road #3

[blindsided1]

Yes, what do you do at this point? How do you move forward. If you're not suppose to talk about R and still be semi dark, how do you ever move forward or take it to the next level? I have no advice for you today. I am in a horrible place this morning since last night. If it were me, I would tell him what my fears are if I let him close. But, I am sure that is anti-DB'ing and don't take my advice because it's obvious that I am not doing the right thing. I'm sorry SO2. I wish I had more encouraging words for you. Maybe someone else will.