Well I guess I can't tell H where I'm going if he isn't around.
I stayed at work and then went out to dinner with my sister and my cousin.
It was really nice and we had a good time. It was a time to bond and vent.
I was out until 10. Very GAL for me!!!
Came home and of course H was in bed sleeping.
When I got up this morning for work, H was up making his coffee and I kinda hugged him. Kinda as in "you can be sure I was being a good girl and you can trust me" hug.
He had his head turned to the side. Maybe because of the morning breath or because he did,t want to hug me. But he did put his arm around me.
I dunno...... sometimes it is so far from what I want, I wonder if I can ever get there.
Sometimes I am so lonely.....
Sometimes I am strong but weak in the knees.
What do I really want?????? I dunno
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"Sometimes in the winds of change, we find our true direction"