PMA is a bit messed up today. Last night, really had a good time taking 5D to dance. At first, expected WAW to call, the usual 3rd day WAW has not had 5D and to ask about her 1st dance class, but she did not. I, then, figured it was because it would acknowledge what I had done. Probably over-thinking. Then, I really got excited about moving on with things and the ability to live life without her. Kind of odd after having a good conversation with a friend that gave me a lot of hope. Anyhow, making weekend plans, projects, etc...
Woke up this morning thinking about upcoming letter to WAW. Then I had to deal with cell phone bill issues. Just a mess. My job is just to stressful. I really need to find something different. I feel so trapped in it. At least I have identified another thing thing made me unhappy when I was with WAW. It took me 30 minutes to get over the day yesterday. It's 6 hours before I get off and I am already feeling the stress. Hopefully, I can find something that is fulfilling and allows me to care for 5D and myself.
And of course, I want to go home...and I am not talking about that place I've been for 4 months.
