I really want to look her in the eye and tell her how much she disgusts me. It will be impossible to "act as if" tomorrow.
I hope you managed this morning. It must have been really hard. I don't know what I would have done in your place. Keep your cool and document everything. There may come a time when you need to protect your Ds from truly dangerous behavior--you will be in a much better position if you don't give her anything to throw back at you.
