Great job at work today, I know its hard, but keep going, so all you have to deal with is a meal, ok, all the other time keep busy with the kid. Like what is happening with me, I just feel when i am talking to him, i am like thank goodness he is talking to me, but lately, I have been doing the thinking around him, like as he is talking i am starting to say to myself where is the conversation getting me. Most times no where, so I have been cutting them short. You will in time, it will get easier, sometimes I let him go on and on, other gotta go. Yes it is pretty uncomfortable, more and more i am finding it to be difficult due to ours staff members work in both places and I think a majority of them know about his affair, its public knowledge I think over at his hospital, and all rumors behind my back at my hospital.
Great move on the ipod, see it works. Make sure you put at least a one funny dvd in there and let her see you laughing, let her wonder what you are watching.
Great going on being strong, see you can do it. I cannot tell you when the pain gets easier about her looking for dates. You are focusing too much on it. Remember the stop sign technique, try it. If you find your mind wondering picture that stop sign and think of something else. I will come in time. (gosh have to listen to myself oye!)
I was not thinking soap opera so much but yea ok, i was thinking more like book material, but it would never get published because no one would believe it. LOL
Have a wonderful birthday, hope you are doing something great today!
No problem with the posting i will be back later on
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Me 42-Him 40 T20yrs Married 16yrs 2/06 H- "not sure if i want to be married anymore" 6/07 H-"I'm not happy" 9/07 Admits affair & OW 12/08 I moved out 12/09 still waiting for divorce
