I can not help you while you are drinking, Frank. Doesn't matter if you are under the influence tonight or not. If you are of that mindset - the one of escape and self-medicating - it hits too close to home. I'll tell you what I know though and that is this: If you think you are down NOW, keep drinking (I don't care if it's weekly, you have said you had a drinking problem) and alcohol will take you farther down than you want to go and it will keep you there longer than you are willing to stay.
Yes, I got that lesson now. As I said, I stopped that a couple weeks ago because I was just sick and tired of the cycle.
So I guess now you get it, and my wife is justified in her actions. I guess I lose.
And yeah, I had no support system either. I was hoping she would be it but I was mistaken. After all, she was HEALED now. What a mistake.
