Love, Pain and the Whole Crazy Thing Part 2

[mcol]

Sounds to me like she's setting it up so this is yet another example of how your marital problems are all your -- and the Army's -- fault, and not a genuine desire for you to be there.

Choc,

She sent the message because I felt as though W would not send one on her own so I told her mom to "if she felt as though I needed it". I have to be honest, I kind of forced the hand on this one...probably backsliding. I was really hoping the message would come across stronger than it did. It backfired. I was hoping that I could come home on my white shining horse, save the day and my marriage would be fine. I realize this now.

Instead I have added insult to an already injured sitch. What makes it worse is that last night I was in tired and in the process of chewing her a$$ on IM (if that is possible)when my internet went out.

She has surgery today so I sent her a note saying I would be praying for her.

I have to get my head screwed on straight.

Thanks for bumping to my next string.