Well, today I went IC. He said I seemed to have a calmness about me now and that my resolve is strengthening. I view that as a positive. I also got a call from W today that was really good. We haven't spoke since Saturday. It was a great conversation. I think she felt it too. Anyways, she wanted to let me know that she was starting her IC now. I said I was happy for her. I hope that it helps her.
Its weird, awhile ago I would in my mind think that I hope it gets her head straight so she and I can get back together. But now I just hope it helps her find what she is looking for. I still hope it will be me one day but right now I still got to work on me. Besides I'm not sure I want her right now as is. We would definitely need lots of IC and MC to get us right. But who knows. I view today as a good day. Baby steps.
