Ok, for some reason H's mail is coming to me. I had my mail forwarded and now they are sending me his too. He already told me that he pays all his bills online so I could just throw away his mail. Well...his phone bill came today. It is taking every ounce of strength I have not to open it. He talks like him and OW aren't really talking but I really would like to see if he is still talking to her like he was. The only thing that has stopped me so far is fear of what I will see...hours and hours of talking and dozens and dozens of texts. I know it will set me back. I am just so curious and it is right there in front of me. Should I look or should I just trust?
