Its a great question and one deserved of a response, because it is unanswerable.
Your basically asking do I still love my W. Yes I do. But I'm not really sure were she has gone and what this imposter has done with her. But I'd have to see my W over such a sustained period, that I'm unwilling to wait.
At this point, if I drove up to the house tonight and she was sitting on the door step, I wouldn't stop, I'd keep going. Or I'd tell her to take a hike. Childish I know, but there comes a time when its about you, I don't have a family to give to anymore, I have a S and I, and that is who I live and give for.
I don't believe in the words ever and never. That is what this sight is about, didn't are spouses all takes vows forever or at least this life. I have just seen that I'm going through diffrent doors then W, and she wants to explore others that I care not for.
But like fb2 says, I don't have hope. The hope is gone, she has changed to much, last night she couldn't acknowledge anything she has done. In fact she tried to pin both of her A's on me, and I drew the line, I said I understand how I drove you away but don't disrepect me by saying I choose for you to have the sex, that was your choice. I was seriously pissed, but never raised my voice once. She is that a$$ backwards right now.
