Dom - I'd certainly say that my W has changed her morals to fit her behavior. I'm trying my damndest to hold onto my morals right now. Not only the not dating, but also not being an a$$ to her about the way she's acting right now.
hope2wrkitout --
I have no option right now of avoiding her at work, unfortunately. Once I start school again, I'm going to drop Tuesdays (assuming I can) so I don't have to see her. I'm probably only going to manage to be civil today through a great deal of self-control. I possess it, it's just draining. Working with her is like running a laptop on batteries with it's screen all the way to bright and a DVD in the drive - it takes alot out of that battery.
I just feel this...childish urge...to refer to her in person not by her name but idiotic stuff like "Cheap'n'easy" or, from Scrubs "pig-whore". Of course these would make me look bad, and it'd be immature, so I'm not going to go that route...but it's a difficult thing to hold onto "being the bigger person" when you've been hurt in various ways and all you want to do is cut back.
But I'm going to not see her as much as possible today. Even if I can't avoid this job, I can make the contact between her and I minimal.
