Journaling:
I had taken the wireless router from the old house and it isn't compatible at my new house. He had purchased a router for the apartment that doesn't like the old house, so he called to ask me questions (did I take any of the cables) and so on. Also, I had taken the tv from the bedroom and given it back because he brought the bigger tv from the apartment. So, he was like "I can't get it to work, how do you make it work?" Anyway, long story short, I knew he had to be online to do some updating for work so I took the "old house" router back to him last night.

The microwave was in the back of his truck. (YAY!) I go inside, he tries to set up the router and it doesn't work. I tell him to unplug the dsl modem- then router works. At same time, I get the bedroom tv to work. (Who knew it would be ME to fix the stuff?) And, as per usual, he was friendly, little flirty. Gave me a nice kiss on the lips and a hug and several "thanks so much!"s. And then he hopped online a only a few minutes after he was scheduled and I drove back here. *sigh*

One interesting thing that came up was that he is thinking of renting out a room. That seems VERY odd to me. Granted, the house is much too big for just one person, but still- that just is soooooo weird.

One of my girlfriends (the one that doesn't hate his guts for what he is doing) actually thinks things will turn around for us. She used to be on the 'side' of the rest of my family and friends, but she is starting to think that he really DOES love me, that this really IS all about HIM figuring out who he is/what he wants, and that given time, he will figure it out and I need to have enough faith that everything will work out for the best. Of course, in the meantime, I should work on myself and not 'wait' for him.

This is all still so surreal to me.


Me-43
H-46
M 12 yrs 7/09
T 15
2 grown kids
bomb 7/05/07
H moved out 8/04/07
11/22/09 told him I quit;let's get ball rolling
Mid Dec- he isn't sure he wants D
End 2/2010-Starting to consider piecing