You are right this is so hard. Saw H for about 5 minutes tonight. He brought d12 back from orthodontist appt. and then left for counseling. He still seemed distant but not too down.
I have to wonder if it is the C who told him to distance himself from me. Whatever. I know it seems like I am obsessing over this but after months of him trying to get close he is pulling away. I just pray he finds his way.