I don't know if it is a good idea to ask your H to play. If you do...be prepared for him to say no. No expectations remember. Maybe if nothing else, school will take your mind off things. I know it must be hard being in school and going through this.
Time will make it easier. It may not seem like it now, but it will. Also doing things for yourself and keeping busy will make it easier. It is ok to cry. Don't feel bad for feeling what your are feeling.
Good job on not looking at the myspace blog. If he is having so much fun on his trip then why is he online updating myspace so much??? Isn't it a vacation?? Whatever he wrote on there is only going to make you feel worse. Trust me, I understand the temptation. I was obsessed with phone bills and his text messages.
