We are all human and we are all doing the best we can to live the lives we've been dealt. I'm glad that you have a positive view of yourself and even though you don't know what's going to happen, I believe you will be alright and come out of this sitch a better person, no matter which way things fall!
Hugs!
BA
Me:43 H:48 M:24 yrs T: 26 yrs 2 kids ILYNILWYA 8-07 - MOW 9-07 H moved out 8-2-08 Back 8-18-08 Affair continues Back home but not emotionally