Long and Bumpy Road #3

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I almost wish now that I didn't go to H's yesterday. It just sets me back emotionally and I can't get over the feeling that H's motives are not what he says they are. I really do believe that he just wants us to stay friendly so I don't shut him out of this baby's life.

I had a thought today too and I really hope I am off base but do you think that possibly H is telling OW that they need to back off their relationship until after I have this baby because of what I could do to H? Its a real possiblility. I don't trust anything that H says anymore. I have no idea what is truth and what is a lie.

I haven't heard from him today which could mean one of two things...he is having a bad day or he felt he did the required communication and now he doesn't need to.

Sorry for being so negative.