...As for me looking on the site - last Friday was actually the first time since I'd made the profile (right after I found out about W and B making out), mostly in a "I wonder if she's set up a profile yet."
What I intend to talk to her about today is, basically: "If you're acting single and looking for dates, I was wondering when you're going to get around to filing."
See - she's asking me to keep my name as the primary on the car insurance, since she'll get a better rate with me. She wants to keep the joint account open for a little longer because it's easier for things to be withdrawn from there. But she's acting single. She wants the benefits of being married to me, without any of the commitment.
So, yeah, I'm making it about me - in the sense of I've actually been as respectful as possible to her, without any return. If she's going to act single, she owes me (yes, owes me) the dignity of starting to legally (and morally) start the separation process.
And even though I was confused about my own weird pseudo-dating thing, I realized that I wasn't in a moral or emotional to date.
And I also suppose that I don't want to put this off, since it's something that needs to be talked about anyway. And putting it off will only add anxiety
(speaking of - I think the AD's are starting to have their first signs of effects. Like, positive not negative)
