And the weird part is I tried to convince myself that the SL wasn't important either for a while. Telling myself he was so great in other ways and I was such a match for him, blah blah. We were best friends and that would be enough. It was all BS. Because the ship was slowly sinking. And the love was fading away. I knew we couldn't regain the love without the sex. And by some miracle, he figured that out too.
LFL, thank you for putting into words what I've been thinking about my own sitch. Something to think about when I finally get us into counseling.
Me: 52 Her: 48 2D 26 & 16 M: 25 years (together 30) EA/discovered by accident Valentines day 2016 Admitted SOME physical but no IC. We know that's a lie. Status - tryin to R
