I have no clue where this trip down memory lane is going...sorry to waste anybody's time that thinks I most post something actually enlightening today! So far, no worries of that! HA!
Wow - my blowup about church 9/30/06:
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He started talking to me about church which really isn't something I can talk to him about. I haven't been going and he wanted to know why. He kept pushing that until I blew and tears were in my eyes and I couldn't even see but he kept at me (not in a mean way - just trying to talk because he knows how much church meant to me before...). So he pushed and I sorta blew up and told him that before I ever started going to church we had been "fine" (by our "old standards", you understand). Then I started going to church and taking the kids and instead of being able to pray for him like I should have - I was blessed with MLC and then that stupid SOB I had a crush on when I was 19 had crossed my path and got my head turned around ass backwards. I went on even further....through the time I was in crisis to the day I "woke up" and started fighting to save us and - this got heated because it was all just bubbling up and flowing outta me - "I did everything right and did it for all the right reasons and WHAT DID IT GET ME? A more f'ed up family than ever before!Don't you even talk to me about church, Jeff!"
