Did it occur to me that he was ignoring me because he felt that I didn't love him? No way! In my eyes I showed my love in lots of ways. Except in the bedroom of course.
I hear ya. And the weird part is I tried to convince myself that the SL wasn't important either for a while. Telling myself he was so great in other ways and I was such a match for him, blah blah. We were best friends and that would be enough. It was all BS. Because the ship was slowly sinking. And the love was fading away. I knew we couldn't regain the love without the sex. And by some miracle, he figured that out too.
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I do believe that once you get to that point there's no going back. I could never go back to the way I was. It's almost like I don't know who I was back then. But, like Corri says, you can't see what you can't see until you do.
