Just got back from H's. We watched football and just hung out for awhile. At first it was really tense and akward. I never really feel comfortable going to his house anyway. That is not our home like my house was. When he comes here I am fine.
Its so hard to believe this was a man I was married to and now it feels like we are dating and maybe not even that. We didn't have any R talks at all. We did talk about the baby and how excited he was. The whole time I was thinking, but is this it? Is this the life you want for us and baby? I didn't say a word though.
I just got home and he really didn't even ask me to stay. It was a nice afternoon/evening but it sure seems strange for people that were married and now having a child. Almost like we are strangers again.
Me: 46 FWS: 36 Married and Divorced 4/07, Pregnant 7/07,False R 7/07 Baby Girl born 3/08 Kicked him out because OW: 7/08 5/10 He realized what he had and lost. Moved home! REMARRIED 3/14/11!!
